Off the boil!

Gone off the boil a bit the last week got knocked out with a bug at the weekend and been pretty unproductive since.

I think I underestimated the importance of the excellence strategy. I only did it once and wrote my answers down and havent listened or referred to it again.

After completing the ES I remember how my behavior really changed for the better in the few days that followed. I remember the ES guiding me in making excellent decisions, communicating well, dressing smarter etc. Despite this I kept making excuses for not going through the audio again; I`ve got more important thing to do, its not the right time, Ill do it when I’ve finished this and that. Or may be I just thought I’m excellent now so don’t need to do that again!

I guess my excellence really peaked after 3 or four days, but then it happened. I started to slip back into some un-excellent ways. It started with one little thing and I remember saying to myself, I should have done that, but you can’t be excellent all the time can you?!

I really expected to listen to one audio complete one workbook and there you go, magic! I’m excellent for life!

No hard work extra training, study or revision involved!

What a twat.

Where as in the few days after I did the ES I felt like I had the power to override my old self( that sort of uncomfortable feeling) trying to stop me in my endeavor to be excellent, my power was fading fast!

So to get back on track I am going to re do my ES, create an excellence reference sheet and listen to the audio at least once a week till it’s stuck in this thick skull!